Well... having Jazzmene's "Bestest" (as she likes to call herself) friend send me a text message, I had that feeling of being annoyed, and I hated to do it, but i knew I had to do it sometime, I was just hoping I wouldn't ever have to do it, but Katie forced me to tell her that i don't want anything more with Jazz... and she's happy because of it, 'cause she's been hating me for the past 5 months... she didn't even want me to talk to Jazz (when I DID want to)...

After feeling annoyed again, (and after seeing my sister's coloring box in perfect state on top of a table) I decided to color such painful memory... to protray my carelessness in reguards to Jazzmene's feelings... it's hard, but I'll never change, and it's better to break that it is to stay with her, and keep hurting her like I've done before... 'sides... with the way she looked, I'd probably cheat on her, and I don't wanna have to lie to her, 'cause I'm not a liar, I'm just deeply shallow!!!! >.< /m